20100417

Interpol helps again.

How could anyone love me, with them in my lives?  I am truly embarrassed, horrified and hate everything about the situation I am in.  Get me out.

I can't pretend I don't need to defend a part of me from you.

20100402

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I'm trying to stay positive.  I am sure there are many fantastic things happening to me right now, I'm sorry, I just don't see them myself.

Please stay.  I am hoping that we both don't know the potential of us.